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Monday, January 3, 2005

12:53AM

what is it with me? damnit

i saw it coming. lol.

i need a shirt that says "cheat on me" on the front of it
and on the back will have my track record with girls.

im glad i am not able to emotionally attach myself. cuz life would really suck.
heh.

i think im pretty much done with chicks for a while

Current mood: annoyed

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Monday, December 20, 2004

Sunday, December 5, 2004

12:42AM

grandpa is finally in the ground.
his pulse did nothing for him but cause him pain.

my aunts father in law died on thanks giving. his chainsaw jerked up and sawed his face and his son (my uncle in law) held him till he died in his own blood.

this holiday was full of death. *shakes head* its in the past now though.

tonight was filled with burning rubber, high reving and head turning. we went to our spot and i drifted it up in my girl leanna's car.
it was fun.

speaking of cars, i own a prelude now. its mine. *smiles* just needs a clutch. im gonna have tmc do it. its a cool little car though. i like it.

anyways... i have work in the morning.

peace

Current mood: exhausted

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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

11:42PM

la de da....

if my cuzin stephen ever pulls shit like that with me arround..... god better have mercy on him, cuz i wont. fuck my family.

i have been doing my community service like a good boy though... almost done. ill be done with it on tuesday.

leanna showed up at the skate park yesterday.... that was nice. she is gorgeous. lol. i got 4 damns, 2 fuck you's, and 1 your lucky in less than an hour after kissing her there. lol yes i was counting.

i watched mischief 3000 with mike today. i swear to god that a police scanner gives you 150 horse power. lol only because you can actually use that 150 more than you need when you know where the cops are.

anywayz.. . i have to get up in the morning for more good old work and community service

Current mood: tired

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Sunday, November 7, 2004

3:10AM

i really dont have much to talk about. my family is a bunch of fuckin vultures... my grandpa is dying and everyone is throwing wills and contracts in his face to steal everything from my grandma. its fucked. i hate my family

i skated with eric mike and stephen today.... hopefully fred will come up. god, im the youngest of all the guys. mike 23, stephen 19, fred arround 25, and eric is 19.... im fresh 18. lol god.

heather is arround again. *blinks* i dont know why. i hate her. she talked so much shit about mike and stephen... and she is arround again. *blinks again* i havent even looked at her.. or her kid. bleh.

leanna came down to sac and met my aunt joanne and jonathan her son.

my grandparents kids... my mothers siblings....in order from oldest to youngest
Eddie - hates our whole family, and doesnt care about it

Mary (my mom) - wants my grandma safe from my family. wants her to have all estates when my grandpa dies. facing being homeless.

Kenneth - wants half of the buisness that my grandpa started which is 45% of the whole estate. his quarter of a million dollar home discounted to 75,000. (one of my grandpas houses)

Donna - wants the other half of the buisness with is the other 45% of the estate. wants her home free of charge (another home owned by my grandpa)

Veronica - also wants grandma to have everything.... grandma needs to be safe.

Joanna - also wants grandma to have everything. safety

so by the time this is over, i will have half of my family. im gonna miss my cuzins... and my aunt donna and uncle tim.
fuck em. greedy bastards.

everything belongs to my grandma, and i dont know where they get off thinking that they can just have everything. its really fucked up.

leanna is very fun to hang out with. none of her roomates can beat me at super smash. lol. they did once with is was 3 on 1... but blah. haha. i guess im gonna take her out to dinner for her birthday. *shrugs* i can do that. heh. la de da... she is kinda mean to her car. lol nah, just bad luck... so far a coil has gone out, she has no defroster... and the front right rotor is messed up.... i need to change that damn oil too. 93 was a good year for civics but damn. lol. in february im picking up the civic and im dropping an h22a Vtec in it... and dropping the original motor in leannas car, along with the tranny and the cold air intake thats already on it..... why not... i dont want an engine chillin in my room. i might as well put it to use. *smiles*

well, im going to bed now.... peace yall.

late

Current mood: sleepy

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Thursday, November 4, 2004

2:35AM

i hate cops. i love that they cant do anything to me. i have to do something wrong first. there attitudes suck.

i got a few weird looks today for carrying a tampax box full of quarters. 31 dollars and 50 cents in quarters. we got about 4 whole meals with it though. it was kinda cool.

some people are kinda pushing me into a relationship. it not working cuz i dont have the emotion for it yet. its coming arround... i can feel it.... it will be a few months... or more. i just wish people wouldnt rush me.

i think i got the call for ups today... but i didnt pick it up. RAR i hope they call tomorrow.... (today)

things are going good for me right now though... ill be up and running in no time
imma keep on keepin on... la de da.

Current mood: content

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Wednesday, November 3, 2004

1:10AM

wow, i just watched someone beat mario 3 in 11 minutes with more lives than the game could comprehend. holy shit.

and in the song hit me baby one more time, britney is trying to telll you something....

forward : with you i lose my mind, give me a si....
backwards : sleep with me im not to young.
if you dont beleive me.... see this shit for real
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/britneysubliminal.html

anyways... i have ben bored tonight... if you cant tell.

ups is going to call me this week to give me my schedule or something...
then i get laid off after christmas and rehired in january.... blah. cant get my car untill february. rar.

other than that.... everything is cool.

peace

Current mood: crazy

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Saturday, October 23, 2004

2:12AM

leanna just left. i like just sitting and talking to her.

i woke up sicker than i have been in a long time. coughing sneezing and blah... she brought over some chicken noodle soup for me. *smiles* much apreciated. we watched finding nemo yesterday before tech n9ne because she had never seen it before.

today was weird... woke up to logan calling me, wanted to play counterstrike cuz he was home sick from school thanks to me. so i played and then mike came over and wanted to go shopping and shit... whatever... i sneezed so savage like while at ross. it was rediculous. like a head turner. bleh.

went to dinner after all that at red lobster. that was kinda nice. got 4 fone calls while there. i smiled from one.... of course, leanna. *smiles* shes just on the brain, she left a few minutes ago...

anywayz..... bed for me again. peace

Current mood: sick

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Friday, October 22, 2004

2:03AM

tech n9ne was fuckin awesome. dancin all night and whatnot. im incredibly sick though. i hope i get over all of this sickness crap by the end of the week.

it was me, logan, troy, justin, and leanna. oh, and lexie. i talked to justin (ugly) today. that was kinda interesting. and went to aco taco where i just about killed myself on a chicken taco.

anywayz.... im tired as shit. night!

Current mood: sick

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Saturday, October 9, 2004

3:18AM

i just got home from Massachusetts. i visited there with my mom for about a week. we went to plymouth, rehoboth, boston, gloucester, and so on. im very tired, and i got a lot of fone calls from people who wanted to go out, and people who wanted beer. only got one fone call from an actuall friend. tika missed me a lot. i think she realized that after a week of me being gone. she wont leave me alone . lol *smiles* i wish everyone was doing well. stress and shit is everywhere. i dont want to do anything for my birthday. so im not going to do anything. im going to get a 6 pack of beer and watch a movie in my room by my self. unless my friends push me to do something else. i would like to go bowling or something mabe. anyways... take care everyone.

peace

Current mood: blank

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Monday, September 27, 2004

11:55AM

parties all damn weekend. jesus. im so burnt. litterally. i fell in the fire that they were having out there. got the shit kicked out of me for the first time in a long ass time.. held my ground, and got my bike stolen. what a weekend.

im sick and tired of the whole daniel thing at this point. people keep talkin shit to me about it.... like im a dick for thinkin its cool that hes dead. i have never said anything close to it. in fact when i had mentioned it, and somone thought they were being funny and said something like, oh that sucks, i wanted to do it... i punched them... and told them to grow the fuck up. all i want is for people to stop thinkin that im an asshole just because i was the ex boyfriend. i have done nothing wrong. i extended my hand to kat and offered her somone to talk to... and im still the asshole. you know that i deserved almost everything that happend..... and i do beleive that now.

i wish everyone well.

Current mood: numb

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Saturday, September 25, 2004

4:39PM

went to another "party" last night. we all just kicked back and drank. thats all. people keep asking me about daniel. its bugging me. like i ever knew the guy. i never had a good experience with him. im sure that i would have liked him had the cercumstances of my meeting him been different. but they werent. so whatever.

i have had 3 people in the last 2 days tell me im a confusing person. cuz im cold hearted but at the same time i can be very kind. i dont know. i do things that i cant explain. the whole incident downtown with turtle... (27 year old man that i got in a fight with...) im still catching wind about that here and there. *shrugs* i dont give a shit.

i quit smoking weed all together. lol logan still gives me shit about it... and reid will kick my ass if i smoke.

i got the letter from my boss to the judge. so im at a 90/10 chance that i am gonna keep my license and after my b-day on Oct 10th i might start working at UPS shortly after that. omg. that would be so fuckin awesome. *smiles* you'll all know if that job happends right after cuz ill post again saying.... I LOVE LIFE.

I've just begun. Its about time, gotta get mine.

peace

Current mood: hopeful

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Saturday, September 18, 2004

11:57PM

step up. do you know why?
are you sober? why would you fight me?
your like 29, theres a chance you could beat me..
but what the fuck is the point?
i kicked your ass, and you have 10 + years over me...
are you glad you stepped up to me?
did we accomplish anything?
fuck fighting. you couldnt handle me with help.
your asshole homboy kicked me in the jaw....
im glad that out of the 2 of us, you diserverd the beating....
and your the one that got it....
robby says he repects me more... fuck you robby, i hate what happened... respects me because i fought? fuck that.
the fact that i had to defend myself like that.... was dumb.
rar. im just glad that i could

(this was over somone stealing from my friend angelo. i dont fuckin tolerate theif shit. this guy got in my face for saying his friend was a theif.... he was, and i wouldnt take it back... and after all of it was over, he apoligized to me because he was wrong and his homeboy really was a theif.)
i dont steal anything from anyone or anywhere anymore cuz its fucked up. earn what you want people. you can steal and sue or get on a work crew, how you make your green is up to you. but the person you need respect from, is you

on a lighter note... i have been having fun with my friends... and im glad i have been seeing them... girls are coming out of the wood worx... last night was fucking kewl... even talked to chris in auburn while chillin with all my friends... cept reids dirty ass wasnt there. *shrugs* ill drop a tear for a missing homeboy.... but not now... im too fuckin tired. and i have a boot mark on my jaw from that dick head who decided that fight was toooo fair .... so he kicks me. whut the fuck ever dude... after he cought his breath he really said.... "wanna go again fucker?" i just stared at him... lame ass.

im going to bed now...

take care everyone. and be safe.

*thought to self* "i wonder if brittany even remembers my name." lol

dissapointed because someone more than 10 years older than me lowered himself to a junior high kids mentality. sad

Current mood: disappointed

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Thursday, September 16, 2004

1:05AM

lust is a dangerous thing and can tear people apart. a friend of mine is coming into town and has made it blatenly obvious that she wants to get drunk with me.... this is my boy's ex girl.... thats so fucked up of her.... she doesnt know what kind of a war that would start. *shakes head*

natasha finally stopped trying to get with me.... lol she is with jack now! LOL haha fuckin funny shit.

well... my eagle project is finished! i have the completion of my last merit badge on tuesday, board of review and scoutmasters confrence on wednesday.... and official eagle scout ........ yeah. i did it!!

the days are not letting up... 10 - 12 hour days.... i cant wait for my check to come in. shit

im really happy about the way my life is going right now... xept for me working so much... harvest will be over pretty soon though... that will be nice. then ill get a job at lowes or something... that is if UPS doesnt fall through. *shrugs* with my resume i should do ok.

i was chillin with logan, angelo, adam, woody, evan and reid tonight.... it was cool to finally see everyone again. its been a while. but i kinda bailed on mike today. i know that he got kinda mad. i had eagle scout shit to take care of.... :-( i was feeling bad about that.

i have work in about 7 hours.... peace

take care everyone

Current mood: happy

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Monday, September 13, 2004

9:23PM

10 - 12 hour days at work are becoming normal. this is fucked up. i wish i had a little more say in how many hours i can put in. this is killing me. straight up manual labor for that many hours straight? lol how can i bitch though.... the paychecks are beautiful.... they would be better if i didnt have so much dept.

anywayz, i wish i had more time to hang out with my good friends... the only 2 i can really are mary and angelo. they are always kinda close to my house so yeah.
havent gotten to see reid, logan, matt, evan, or any of my other good friends... kinda sucks.. a lot

*shrugs*

i have to go to reids house one of these days and fix his god damn counterstrike.

that came to mind cuz i read nicoles journal.... i wish that things could be so simple for people to understand... but this world will never be a pleasent place to be if your always trying to have something that you know you cant have....

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well.... i had better get some sleep before i hit the feilds again.

take care everyone!

Current mood: exhausted

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Friday, September 3, 2004

Sunday, August 29, 2004

3:22PM

FUCK YES! Tech n9ne is coming to chico.

anyone who knows me knows that im already fuckin there. its gonna be at the senator on Oct 21st. its for Tech's new album that he just dropped. im hella excited and shit. wow.

i havent even heard the new album yet. Twiztid was suppose to do one with Tech but that hasnt fallen through yet. suppose to be called serial killaz. *shrugs* whutever.

i got a lot done for my eagle today. im just about done. ill be an eagle by the middle of march and my eagle court of honor is in december. it'll be kool to have this all finished. and im an OFFICAL GRAD for real

its kinda nice. i have work tomorrow though. *shrugs* i like the money. kinda nice.

Current mood: excited

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Saturday, August 28, 2004

1:05AM

i had a splendid day. hung out with logan and reid. bleh bleh, im building a puter for my buddy evan. and my car plans look like they are going through. the only bitch is next month when it comes time to pick up my car, its in colorodo. what a drive. damn.
reid got his tat today. its fuckin fresh.

went skating today with mike again and stephen. that was kewl

anywayz... im going to bed. i get to see my girl tomorrow. *smiles* her name is wentz, and she weighs about 20 pounds. she is a wallabee. yeah.... im going out to the refuge tomorrow and im workin on my eagle scout project. actually... im not doing much, i have a work crew out there.

so i had better turn in, cuz its already saturday.

peace

Current mood: flirty

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Thursday, August 26, 2004

8:45PM

im sick of hearing bout my goddamn ex. everytime i hear about her... i generally dont want to fuckin hear it, and everytime i hear about her having a conversation, it is filled with my name and asshole being in a sentence. that would be fine if the order of words was "hes not". but thats not quite the case. i dont understand how i could have a negative role in it. i did what any guy who suspects a shady bitch would do.... ask questions... now that makes me the bad guy all the sudden, even though i was right. *Shrugs* getting cheated on is always a treat cuz the girls have always been innocent. im the bad guy, cuz i never see them, i wouldnt know unless i got nosey (by looking in her profile and it said "i love you carlos, i hope were together forever.") or im controling. im sorry, i shouldnt even go into this.... skelitons would come out. bad shit. anywayz, im fuckin tired of women. i attract the ones that fell out of the bitch tree and hit every branch on the way down.

now that im done ranting...

kelly is coming over in about 2 minutes to trade me stereos and what not.

lata

Current mood: relaxed

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Wednesday, August 18, 2004

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